This was me this morning. Fragile. So much going on in my mind. So much swirl around loss, grief and where I am today in this moment.
I had a dream I was at the Phoenix airport lost and looking for my luggage. Just roaming around asking people where am I and have you seen my luggage.
I wondered what that meant. I think dreams like this are a symbol of an underlying issue that needs solving.
I woke up feeling lost and fragile. I picked my bible and found this quote that I must have written and placed many years ago:
“You’ve done it before and you can do it now. See the positive possibilities. Redirect the substantial energy of your frustration and turn it into positive, effective and unstoppable determination.” – Ralph Marston
This quote stopped me and after reading a few Psalms, I stood up and dusted myself off and got started with my day.
Unimaginable Grief Unexpected Blessings 
I stumbled across your blog looking for some words to put to my grief. Thank you for confirming that saying ‘its going to be ok’ is hopeless. It will never be ok and nor should it if you lose someone you love.
Thank you for your comment. You are right it will not ever be ok but life will change and move to a different space. Laughter will return. But the grief will remain. It will evolve and be different at each stage. If you feel so inclined, please share your story. – MM