Sometimes I wander around aimlessly trying to find something, I’m not sure what. My mind is foggy – can’t think straight. Mostly I feel numb to it all. Nothing or no one can prepare you for the emense pain you feel when you lose a child.

My only comfort is in God. He has my girl now and she deserves to be with him. Free of all the pain and suffering.  I received a card today that made me smile:

The daughter you loved filled the world with sunshine….

Now, she surely lights the heavens with a radiance that will never die.

 

until next time,

m