My Baby

I remember so fondly your funny little laugh
the way you made me crack up with your sense of humor
or your fun-loving antics. – I miss you so my baby.

I miss our little snuggles during late night movies
talks that lasted on into the night over some drama
at school or a guy. But most of all I miss you so my baby.

Your singing for what seemed like forever in the shower
with your karoke machine not a care in the world to be had.
So free to be who you were – I miss you so my baby.

Your love for life and it’s crazy twists and turns
how I loved to watch you experience such love
at the last moments of your life – yet I look at your picture
and I can only say – I miss you so my baby.

I look at your picture now and I see things a little
differently; a past that is fading so very fast, yet
such great memories of a kid I loved so dearly with
all my heart and soul – I miss  you so my baby.

As I write tears creep down my face as the pain in
my heart remains so vividly present as it did at
6:55 am October 13th 2006. The worst day of my life.

I miss you so my baby. Sleep with the angels…..

Until we meet again

mom