I’ve never experienced such up and down emotions like I have with grief.
In the shadows of my grief the darkness is stoic
Once where there was laughter that filled my day,
there is now the darkness of mourning
Not even in the cracks of my once cheerful foundation
can the light shine through
For my darkness is trump
Once where there was laughter that filled my day,
there is now the darkness of mourning
Not even in the cracks of my once cheerful foundation
can the light shine through
For my darkness is trump
mdm
Again I say: I’ve never experienced such up and down emotions like I have with grief.
until next time,
m
Unimaginable Grief Unexpected Blessings 
Continue to hold on, sister! I imagine the ride you are on can not be an easy one, but Ihope and pray tha each day brings you a renewed peace and even the slightest bit of hope and guidance to help you continue on this roller coaster. You will make it. Just stay real. With Love, BlessedMom. (mk)