My Heart

Is it reasonable to think that my heart will heal?

Is it possible to believe that my heart will learn to love again?

Is it too soon for my heart to feel love?

Is it too soon for me to feel good again?

Is it too soon for me to find joy in a moment?

Will my heart ever heal?

Will my heart love again?

Will my heart feel love again?

Will I ever be able to talk about her without choking?

Will I ever be able to look at her picture without my heart breaking?

Will I ever be able to look at her video or here her voice without thinking I can’t go on?

Somedays I think I can make it. Somedays I think I have made it. Then somedays I know I have far to go. But only by the grace of God am I able to get through each and every day.

He heals the brokenhearted…..yes – indeed – it’s working now and it brings me such hope that I will love again. Not like I loved my girl – but that I can love without fear of loss.

until later,

m

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