In the best of times….I still cry for you.
Memories are so very present now
this Holiday season…..I still cry for you.

In the best of times…I still cry for you.
Just the simplest of actions drop me to my knees
this Holiday season….I still cry for  you.

In the best of times….I still cry for you.
Remembering your funny comments and
your love of Blues Clues Joke book.
this Holiday season..l..I still cry for you.

In the best of times….I still cry for you.
Watching video of you as a little girl and
as a young woman singing with such joy.
this Holiday season….I still cry for you.

In the best of times….I still cry for you.
I’m so proud of what you accomplished
in your short life, but realizing what you
could have accomplished had you lived.
this Holiday season….I still cry for you.

In the best of times….I still cry for you.
In the worst of times….I long for you.
In this Holiday season….I still cry for you.

In the best of times….I still cry for you.
in my dreams I remember your love
in my dreams I remember your laughter
in my dreams I remember your gifts
but most of all this Holiday season….I still cry for you.

until next time

m